Overall comments:
1. Ethnic Relations - Never thought i would be able to sit there hours just to study the words,i mean no big diff with studying about history, which is something i hate since i was born. I don't even understand why would i ever score A in my PMR, though never after. LOLLLL, i hate it. i usually doze off when i see wordsssss. That well explains why do i love maths so much, i like subjects that could make me think and i'm always eager to solve the equations. But, unexpectedly i think this was the best paper i've done among all. ZOMG-ly unbelievable. I was so determined to study them.
2. Islamic and Asian Civilization - It was the first subject that i studied during the study week and ok not bad, same thgs happen like when i study about Ethnic, hahaha. Unpredictably was the second best subject i've done. again D: miracle happens.
3. Current Issues in Development - IT WAS SO TOUGH, SO HARD ! AS HARD AS A ROCK ! my god, though lecturer, Dr. Lee has given us the questions and clues, but still as i said it's a 3rd year paper. The killer. Couldn't even rest in peace after killed by this paper, *sigh* can't even close my eyes and sleep peacefully in the coffin. Non-stop haunted by the emotional feelings after, esp when Dr.Lee distributed the marks for our assignment at the moment he collect the test paper, (23/40) where others get 28. :'( EMOOO, i think i can barely pass this paper.
4. Macroeconomics - I was supposed to have 6 days to study for this subject which should be very sufficient, but CID's sad news and heartbreaking Community Development assignment which was announced through e-mail right after first round of death by CDI, 27/40. Habislahh, it's another third year subject, which i have expected to have low scores for this sub as well ( coz i'm only first year student, what do you expect? ) but it's worse than i've expected. Goshhhh. Ok, back to Macroeconomics. I conveniently spent 2 days on drama to sweep my moody feelings away, and the second day i was stucked with song-writing. I can only blame why inspiration comes at this hour and usually when inspirations comes and you don't grab it, it's gone the next day. So, i pleasantly jot down my words and melody at that moment, was 70% done now. There goes the 3 days, another 3, which i was stucked in drama"Dream High" for don't know why, and ok la i act studied about it, and i was regret at the moment i read the questions. I thought i was the one who gave up in scoring high marks, but when i passed it up, i realized, it's not a subject which you can study in few days' time, it need continuous effort. I usually can memorize and remember important points if i study in the fresh morning before exam. But my magic spell doesn't work, so i know there's not much to do with the time wasted. Haha, excuses. Bad excuses.
5. Microeconomics - I realized the sickening effects of being grumpy and angry over a subject the has passed, so i take a good nap after Macro paper and was so energized. It's always my subject, love Microeconomics, scored A in last sem, doing Micro II this sem. I have already done revision for few times already, and was quite confident with that, of course i expect an A. When i open up the question paper, 2 easy cake and 2 #omgihaveneverseenthisbefore -ly hard. -.- We have never done this any of the tutorial. I was screwed, guess i can only manage to get an B+. :/
6. Community Development - So not motivated to study for last paper but i did studied some and actually found that there were some common field of studies among these 4 subjects, Community Development, Current Issues, TITAS and Ethnic. Just wondering would it be better if i were a good student since day 1? Anyway, just forget about it, that's impossible, i'm never the kind of tied-to-chair type student, not even u put super glue on my seat. WHATEVEEERRRR, is the last paper already but i just don't feel happy nor relieved after i passed it up. I just feel hopeless and giving up. Enough, ll i want is just waking up by myself and not alarm clock anymore. I'm done with sleepless nights.
That's it, awaiting for the results, i just hope miracles would happen. By then i might be able to change my major course to Media studies, it's my last chance already.. *plllllllsssssssssssss*i'm begging it :'(
P/S:
I'll blog about my sem 2 life in the next post.
Stay tuned, and thanks for reading.
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