Mother's Day 2014 + Freudian Psychoanalytic Theory

Yes, im writing again, hoho. Am feeling so inspired to write whenever i'm home. Home is a good place to write :p *home is a noble/good place to inculcate good bloggers, teehee* This year i made it back to home to celebrate Mother's Day, finally. Previously, I was too busy with my work and activities, that i missed out almost all important events with family :( Sowiiieeee, Papa, Mama, I'll try my best to come back as frequent as i could. Back to the topic, let's see how i celebrated Mother's Day !

It was actually a very ordinary day with daily routine, woke up and did my assignments for awhile then went out for lunch and to buy movie tickets *a MUST routine for occasions/events* Then we went back and nap for awhile....ikr, i made it sounded boring*the Chu family is very used to take afternoon nap :p* Before going out again, i sneaked out to buy flowers for my mum while she was taking her bath. But too bad, the flower was not ready yt, i was told to come again in awhile more. So by the time we went out, le father used another route to drive to the destination, and my mother was like screaming literally..blahhh, but then she was so overwhelmed when i handled her the lil bouquet of flowers ♥♥ *this might sound really bad, but erm, we weren't educated to be romantic..and flowers...hmm.. they're too romantic xD* however, it feels really good when you see the beautiful smile hanging on her face. And you can actually wrap up a conclusion: "all girls love flowers." Still remember the last time she received a flower from me, was 11 years ago. *shame on me* That was during the 25th anniversary with my papa, and now the 36th anniversary.. Then we had some high-tea session at Secret Recipe before we head for movies. Below are some pictures to share :)

oh so sweet. ♥♥

oh bulb! :/ btw, my hand look so long here.

that bouquet of carnations. 

haha, just ngeh ngeh wanna show my photography skills.

macam improve liao. *everybody knows my photography skills sucks.*

Wokayh, let's get into second chapter. As you can see at the title, " Freudian Psychoanalytic Theory". What was that about? it's more intellectual kind but very interesting to know. And if you wanna know more, click here. I was suddenly very inspired to talk about this after i watched this movie. 

I can tell you it's a very good movie to learn Freudian's Psychoanalytic Theory. So to make it simple, i will explain briefly about this theory. This theory was introduced by Sigmund Freud, and he actually laid out that "personality development underlies the consciousness level". And a few simple things, there are 3 identities ( ID, EGO and SUPEREGO ) that lies among your 3 consciousness level. ( conscious, pre-conscious, and unconscious ) 

In short, ID is buried deep down below your consciousness level, ( unconscious ) and EGO appears at a very conscious state. ID was operated by pleasure principle while EGO was operated by rationality. This is also where conflicts will occur. But, as we can see, we have no strong awareness about the existence of ID because it is buried deep down in the sub-conscious mind. Therefore, in this movie, we can see that Dave ( the main character ) he tried to be rational when he realized that he made mistakes (which he is conscious atm) and he couldn't control himself when the sub-conscious mind was controlling over him and ID took over his SUPEREGO identity ( which was to balance out between ID and EGO ). So, we often see people having conflicts between this. :p 

Just something to share, because this movie explains it so clearly that Dave became a demon without himself realizing about it until the last second. And when he is at the pre-conscious state, he thinks he's wrong, and he punishes himself by slapping belt hard to his body. Some might say he's at a conscious state instead of pre-conscious because pain makes him realize. But the main argument here is that he doesn't even realize that the demon lives in him, which is the ID that lies under his unconscious mind, when he thought is the bad guy(who had died earlier on, and Dave wasn't aware about this) who did all the murders. Having this ID that lives in the unconscious mind is usually caused by childhood trauma, and which exactly it was the trauma that has triggered him after he lived his years of life peacefully. (peacefully, i would say so, because he did no violence to others after this trauma, besides himself, but of course, he is psychologically stressed and burdened) That extreme fear is what that has haunted him for years. 

Well, maybe i sound confusing, basically just sharing what i know, just watch the movie and you'll understand what i'm saying. :)

Well, maybe i'm wrong. Correct me then if i am. I'm always ready to learn. :)

Lastly, selfie of course ! xD

                                                            Side Holland double braid. ♥♥
                                          If you see carefully, you'll see there's a double braid...
                                                                and dark circles. T.T
                                                #doublebraid #sidebraid #hollandbraid #hotd

                                          ootd. Ignore my face, the lighting in the room was bad. 
                                                        Lacey turquoise blue mini dress with belt.
                                          #ootd #lace #turquoiseblue #minidress #girlsbeinggirls



                                      and Happy Mother's Day !! ♥♥

Kbyethx. See you soon. 

HOPEFULLY.

sex and gender

Hello guys, it's been quite awhile since i last blogged in english. I'm pretty sorry about that as i am really busy, i had only 5 days that i could be back in my room by 12am, other than that, it's either 1am/1.30am since the new semester started. I actually got lazy to blog but was motivated to blog again when i heard one of my coursemate telling me that she reads my blog. So, ok, gotta wait for awhile for me to cover back my July and August wrap out. Ikr, it's September now, almost October, and i'm still haven done with my previous 2 months bloggie. I know i'm a failed blogger, please just forgive me la okayh.

So just wanna share with you guys about one interesting thing i learnt in class today. It's about Sex and Gender. Let me ask you, how do you define between sex and gender?

Sex is how you're biologically coordinated, how you're born, how you're completed with genitals ( sex organs ), either the guys, girls or both. 
But gender, is how you portrays yourself as a gender you wanna be, how do you tell others your innerself and how the society define a certain sex by the outer look and behaviour. Besides, it also depends on how one is being brought up by the family, how one was treated. It's more to cultural. 

Like for some cases, some people they're born with the guy's body sexual structure, but maybe there is mismatch of chromosomes in the cell which leads them to act more feminine. And they themselves think their soul are girls but they're born with wrong diff body structures.
Therefore, some of them chooses to undergo transgender operation. But still, their sex is still the original ones, how they're born with, how they're biologically inherited from the parents. Sex is something which you cannot change.

But for gender, i would say yes and no. Yes and No, why? It is yes, changeable from an individual's perspective; you have the rights and you're managed to display yourself of whom you wanna be, who you really are. It is No, from a society's perspective, it's very difficult as the society has already had that kind of expectations from you, they have already a mould and expected you to be the exact shape that could fit it. Let's say if you're a boy and being brought up as a girl, the society will still judge you based on your look, if you look like a boy, they'll still locked your image as a boy. There's gonna be a conflict when your family culture does not fit into the bigger culture zone.
I don't know, but i've seen a lot of cases where transgender are not being treated as normal human being, the society bans them from being honest with themselves. I doubt if the gender inequality itself is the root cause of transgender prostitution. :/

Alright, share me your opinions. 
Goodnight, see you soon.

The Dictator 观后感。独裁者？民主？

好久都没写blog了，今天会上来写是因为昨天到DEMA House看了一部电影 
"The Dictator" （独裁者）。电影是一部极点喜剧，但中间也参差了不少政治玩笑，并用轻松搞笑的方式带出了独裁者的愚昧。过后我们还有电影分享会，大家都交流了看过这部戏后的一些观后感和意见，我的反应并不快，不能即时完全消化电影中的内涵，让我在回家路上一直在想。

整部电影最明显的地方就是结尾时所叙述的假民主制度，实际上赋予你投票的权利但却压制你的权利。所谓的干净选举在投票之际，放辆坦克在你旁边施以压力威迫你从容。到最后，还是独裁者获胜当选。是不是感觉很熟悉？不仅仅发生在我国，更发生在其他的国家，投票的权利到最后演变成为生存向恶势力低头的投降票。表面上光明正大而背后却使出各种阴谋及手段，让你无实凭指责选举不公。这也说出了所谓“民主”的脆弱。

而“民主”对你来说又是什么呢？
你理想中的社会又是怎样的?

有人说民主是每个人获得同等机会的前提下去追逐自己的理想。
也有人说民主就是让每个人拥有同等的基本需求。
也有人说民主就是没有阶级之分，人人平等。

阶级之分？
社会本身就是一个金字塔，每个人在想往上爬中其实就已经产生了阶级之分的观念。某某人想着：我永远不要回到那穷人的生活，不要永远吃不饱，一定要变更好。这个时候，你可能就会间接对这身边也许收入较低的人有着恐惧与隔膜，因为你觉得你并不属于这阶层。社会阶级之分又会带来什么样的后果？很简单，穷人越来越穷，有钱人越来越有钱。在课文上我们叫widening of the gap of income distribution. 我不知道华语怎么叫，反正是读经济时读到的，待该就是收入差距的扩大。用钱生钱永远比空手赚钱来得容易。而人总有私心，自己辛辛苦苦的血汗钱为什么要分给你？到最后世界的财富大部分会在上流社会、百万、亿万富翁的手里，在经济循环中滚动的钱越来越少，让货币不断上涨，直接导致通货膨胀，低收入群就会越来越辛苦，生活面临困难。当饥荒泛滥，怨声四起，忍无可忍时就会是人民起义的时候，战争引发之际。
昨晚也有人说到他希望的理想世界是工作没有贵贱之分，可以不受薪金多少的枷锁下凭自己的兴趣去选择一份职业。他还用了清道夫和医生作例子，两人应该拥有同样的薪水。也有人说到，清道夫也可以拥有高薪水，更说到了实行最低薪金制。我个人认为撇除例子的极端性来说，我自己还是没有办法认同清道夫和医生有着同样薪水的想法。在两人都有着同等去学习的机会与基本设施的情况下，两人也还会有着这样大的学识差异，我觉得这还是要回归到个人态度的观点上。医生和清道夫这两份职业所需要的知识本来就不一样，医生所付出的努力比清道夫还要多，所以我认为不能否定他们的努力。如果他可以，为什么你不能？这最终还是要视乎个人做事、学习的态度。更何况本来就没有一份职业的性质跟知识水平是一样的，很自然收入上有差异是必然。有些人会说，即便他多么努力他永远跨不出贫困的门槛，永远被夹在一个束手无策的环境下，就像砂拉越白毛事件，全家上上下下透过政治独裁政权骑劫了大批地段。所以我说大前提下是两人都拥有同样的公平受教育与基本设施去公平竞争,不仅仅是站在同样的起跑点而已。而最低薪金制我认为是可行的，当一个人有着有一定保障的收入，应该或多或少除去工作贵贱之分的观念。但，有最低薪金制的实行的话，工作量一定不会少。只要你付出的努力和你的收入成正比，就是民主。

听起来很矛盾，但大概就是没有绝对的平等，只有尽量减低不平等的现象。

种族主义？
争取民主之路不可或缺的一大重要元素就是团结，不分种族的共同朝一个方向努力。
说到了种族观念，我国新经济政策中所实行的固打制与土族优先权益，获益的都是马来同胞。（其它土族？有，少咯，都不去发展你的地方，你还有个机会啊？）种族观念并不是你不去歧视或针对性对某肤色进行暴力就是没有种族主义，重点是当我们在说某个种族很种族主义时，但自己却又欢呼自己的种族获得更多的比例，这又代表什么呢？就是我们同样抱有种族的概念去看待事情。从小，妈妈都习惯说“你不要坏蛋，不然会被abunene抓掉。而这一切你认为微不足道的一句话，不值得一提时，却在孩子心中种下印度人是坏人的一个负面印象。我们也喜欢概论(stereotype)一个族群，习惯性挂嘴边，马来人懒惰；华人常抢银行；印度人嗜酒打人。这是不应该的，一个人会因为他成长的环境而改变，华人也可以很懒惰，印度人也可以抢银行，反正就不一定。所以，要删除对于其它种族的刻板印象必须从小开始，为孩子塑造一个健康的正面思想才能减低种族主义，并达到所谓理想中的团结。即时看起来很微薄，但带来的后果可能是你意想不到的。

是不是推翻了独裁者就民主？
曾经历史上记载着多个例子人民如何拉倒独裁者，但又获得真正的自由了吗？没有，还是逃出了狮子口，进了鳄鱼口，只换了另一个暴君。所以我认为，民主应该是一个制度，一个完全由人民选出的政权。唯有两线制，两党互相权衡才能保证人民最大的福利。一党独大又和独裁者有何分别？

真理？
而真理又是什么呢？是一件对的事情，还是100个人中有99个人认为对所以就对？这个问题我犹豫了很久，是不是少数服从多数就是真理？就是民主？
我想了又想，真理是不会随波逐流，而被蒙着的人也会慢慢发现真理才真正的道理，所谓真金不怕红炉火。如果要我选择，我还是会选择站在真理那边，即便99个人都说我选择的是歪理。
如果是因为少数服从多数而盲目跟随，那不是民主，而是多数人的暴政。这句话是从丘超人身上听到的，觉得非常有道理。


说到底，民主就是人民自主权，人民知道并发挥自己身为投票者的权利。The government is not the boss, the ruling party is not the boss, people are the real boss. 我在想，是不是每推翻了一次独裁者，发生战争后就换来真正的民主；是不是每发生政坛更变的时候，开始那几年稳了，人民也松懈了，放下心堤，而接下来安稳的十几年让人民又忘了自己的权利，忘了自己权利的重要性。人民又躲在自己的温室甚至慢慢躲在政府所给的假象温室下生存。慢慢发现了温室里都没有食物了，才惊觉自己被蒙了，然后继续循环。如果人民总是忘记自己的权利，只会一直重蹈覆辙。

民主不是一朝一夕换来的，而是需要长期甚至一辈子的努力才换得到。
所以，民主就像一段感情，不但要争取，还要经营。

改朝换代，仍需努力。
lawan tetap lawan !


我懂的不多，只是稍稍意见。有意见的可以留言，咱们交流交流心得，我很有兴趣想知道别人怎么看待民主这回事。:)

BN ♥ SPR. 505 failed.

Today, 505, we have failed to Ubah. It's not our problem, all of people did their best, sacrificing their time and money just to vote. But, still BN won. I'm really angry with the results announced, BN 129 - PR 80 seats at 2.20am.

It's like magic ! so amazing, electricity breaks down and TADAHHHH new ballot boxes moved in? You see, it's so unbelievable !

Phantom voters, Bangla foreign voters, electricity break down, betting on results, buying of votes, deleting voter names, manipulating the tv channels, what else? You name it, we have it.

It's really heartbreaking esp for the Bentong Parliament seat, Wong Tack was initially leading by 1k+ votes and here comes another ballot box, and he lose by 379 votes. 379, a number that i will never forget. I'm a Kuantanese, i wholeheartedly pray that Wong Tack will win, and now ended up with this fella, who would just sit in the air-conditioned office shaking legs, telling you Lynas causes no harm.  Oh so true? Can you and Najib just moved in and stay there? You said dahulukan rakyat right? Spare your house for the homeless people la, you dahulukan people by dahulukan yourself first.

I have been sitting in front of the TV from 7pm and what they do was keep analyzing the past election results and refused to announce the result of which ever area that PR wins. By that, you can fully utilize your dirty tactics right? Keep delaying to announce the results and yeah you won.

I read a lot of news that the people has formed human barricade and managed to stop any ghost voter from entering the voting area. I did my part too, went together with my brother and early morning, i went to the voting centre tgt with my parents and spread the news about "keeping the ballot paper clean by not dirtied by the indelible ink" and distributed plastic bags just in case, and i got chased out by a police on duty. I was so happy to see the people united together, we're all as one. No one cares about the gender, ethnicity. We're all on the same boat, united and determined to keep the election clean. We have did our best, we can prevent phantom voter, we can stop bangla voter. But we can't stop electricity break down and new ballot boxes moved in.

Some PR enthusiasts even block the road and checked the vehicles who passed by and managed to catch vehicles bring ballots to manipulate and fake the result, and some of the poor guys got tear-gased again. But still, the old tactics ftw, electricity breakdown and new ballots moved in.

I thought like finally, BN could listen once to us? For 56 years already, they have not improved, and yet they used all kinds of dirty tactics to win this GE13. Though you won, but you will never win the peoples' hearts. With all this kind of tactics, you will mark an embarrassment in the history of Malaysia.

505, the dirtiest election ever in history.
Anyhow, we shall not give up.
The warriors have fought for decades and yet they are still here.
Please do not lose hope and do whatever you can.
Protest by wearing black shirts, signing petitions, do whatever you can.
"we mourn a loss, not a death, of democracy. we will rise to fight again!" by Kim Kim

Hey, nice to meet you. I'm from Malaysia, the one with the dirtiest election ever.

Lastly, Bersih 4.0, are you ready?

end this with a joke of the day, copied form Yu Hong.
He has a very creative mind.

Calling Najib najis, najis will feel sad. Calling najib idiot, idiots will feel sad.
Call najib najib. That's the LOWEST adjective you can ever use to describe someone as low class.
BN is really najib, SPR is really najib. Syabas.

505. The Day We Call It Ubah

It's finally 505. I have been helping in Bentong area, trying our best to gather the power and votes.
It's indeed very rare chance that you get to help out, and having this kind of courage and passion.
I'm 6 months+  to age 21, I can't vote, I can't be PACABA. So, I tried helping with campaigning. Not much contribution from me, i'm not having that very good knowledge about politics, I dare not to give any speech, but I would just cheer and clap as super fans among the crowd. I call myself 拍手党主席。Haha.
At first, I wasn't so enthusiastic to join, I have excuses for myself, assignments and presentations. I was thinking that it's confirmed that PR will win this GE, I wasn't paying much attention. One day, i woke up from sleep and i was extremely guilty for not doing anything, I feel like a coward. I couldn't feel good, I wonder what am i doing here in the room in front of the laptop doing nothing but others all went to their respective area to help out. I have to admit that for once i think that helping out in campaigning is not what a student should do. Like i mean i can help to spread the news around but not in the party blazer. I didn't want to really involve in this, like this is really over. But i'm really thankful to God for waking me up that morning, that i realized the true meaning behind this GE13. I have seen unfairness happening all around. I don't want to say much about this, you all have your own eyes.

This credits to Yu Hong, copied from him. Good job man.

101 Reasons why you shouldn’t vote for BN
1. Rosmah’s Ring
2. Najib’s lousiness.
3. Altantuya.
4. Submarine.
5. Jet Engine.
6. Abdul Taib.
7. Ng Yen Yen’s Official Trip.
8. Ng Yen Yen’s 150 bucks 1 meal theory.
9. Ng Yen Yen’s sexy clothing theory.
10. Chua Soi Lek’s sex scandal.
11. Syahrizat, Lembu and Condo.
12. Khir Toyo’s PALACE.
13. Defamation on Anwar.
14. Anwar’s jail sentence.
15. Lim Guan Eng’s jail sentence.
16. Bersih 2.0
17. Bersih 3.0
18. BN’s disrespect on foreign media.
19. Butt exercise in front of Ambiga’s house.
20. TEOH BENG HOCK.
21. Professional Pathologist Dr. Pornthip not being recognized.
22. Expensive buys are NOT CORRUPTION.
23. Unfair treatment by SPRM.
24. PDRM as no.1 agency in CORRUPTION.
25. SPRM as no.2 agency in CORRUPTION.
26. Unfair judgment. Rapist not being charged.
27. Sabah’s poverty.
28. Sarawak’s poverty.
29. Drop in Media Freedom.
30. Biased media.
31. High percentage of poor.
32. Speedy inflation rate.
33. MALAYSIA IS FACING BANKRUPTCY IN 2019.
34. MCA’s acceptance to UMNO’s corruption.
35. PERKASA’s reaction on the “Allah” and Malay Bible case.
36. Don’t talk shit (Ibrahim Ali)
37. Bathe the Keris with Chinese blood. (Najib)
38. Low quality proton being sold locally.
39. Bangladesh supporters to Patriots.
40. Tear gas in hospital.
41. Liow Tiong Lai lied openly regarding tear gas issue.
42. Psy in Penang.
43. Local Media distorted the truth. NO NO NO.
44. Brainwashing campaign in Universities.
45. LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN.
46. Racial discrimination by UMNO.
47. Foreign workers getting LOCAL IC.
48. Foreign workers CAN VOTE in GE.
49. Drop in national security.
50. English and Bahasa in Maths and Science teaching.
51. Unnecessary paper works for teachers.
52. Low pay and bad welfare for government servants.
53. Soldiers never get to vote on their own will.
54. Faking in mail voting.
55. HANTU.
56. Unclean voters list.
57. SAMSENG UMNO.
58. Stone throwing case during public talk of PKR.
59. National Deficit in Malaysia.
60. Corruption in Kedai 1Malaysia.
61. Expensive and never ending tolls.
62. Water shortage in Pahang.
63. BN’s involvement in causing water shortage in Selangor.
64. MCA losing stand as government.
65. MIC disappeared (no stand at all).
66. Corruption in Smart Tunnel.
67. Expensive higher education.
68. Expensive cars. High taxes.
69. Expensive sugar.
70. Fuel price didn’t follow the international pricing.
71. Bad public transport system.
72. Bad service from PDRM.
73. Syed Mokhtar.
74. Ananda Krishnan.
75. Tun Razak Exchange and MRT.
76. LYNAS
77. Cyanide in Gold Mining.
78. Government’s ignorance to people’s voice.
79. Najib’s fear of public debate.
80. Car towing issue in Penang by Jessie Ooi.
81. BN Copied PKR’s Election Manifesto.
82. Didn’t build SJK(C) as promised.
83. Unrecognized UEC of Chinese Independent Schools.
84. Najib’s open bribing in election.
85. Bribery in elections.
86. Mahathir’s involvement in judicial distortion.
87. Misuse of EPF funds.
88. National debt, soon to be bore by rakyat.
89. Orang Asli not treated well.
90. Sabah’s lack of basic infrastructure.
91. Quotas for Matriculation, University.
92. Quotas for national scholarships.
93. Top Scholars not getting the course desired.
94. BN’s error in Chinese translations.
95. Failure in NEP.
96. Biased SPR.
97. Unclean elections (destroy of votes).
98. No freedom of speech.
99. No freedom in religion (I know my muslim friends believe in Islam a lot. But I do believe freedom in religion is a basic human right.)
100. Corruption in building of Istana Negara Baru.
101. LOW CLASS BN LEADERS (Ibrahim Ali, Adnan Yaakob).




I do fear that I will be banned or kicked out from school for participating in politics, but somehow i end up with a conclusion. What is results and academy if you don't have a peaceful and harmonious country? How do you call yourself a Malaysian if you didn't contribute any? How do you face your son when he ask if you did your responsibility during this huge Ubah election? It's time to fight against unclean election, it's an election between the parties, an election of local Malaysians and foreign Banglas. It's time to vote for democracy, it's time to vote for a system, the 2 party system. 

It's time to vote for a better future.
Ubah, it's time to change.
Ubah, it's time to prioritize we people.
Ubah now !
Ini kalilah !

GE13

Talking about GE 13, it’s just around the corner, counting down in 5 days. I’ve seen a lot people complaining that their ID or voter status has been amended and deleted and some get auto-registered. Some complains that their voter status has been deleted because they went to the 1M concert and free makan session held in Penang after passing up the Identity Card copy to the authority. Since when the free makan session and concert requires your IC? Do you send a IC copy to watch Mayday’s Concert? Do you send a IC copy for free food testing session in the mall? No right? Why are you so stupid then? It just doesn’t make any sense at all. I’m not saying that the tactics they use are right or acceptable, but why purposely fall into the trap when you have already seen a signboard hanging up there telling you it’s a trap? I’m not here to condemn any party, but it’s like common sense, since you’ve already seen so many cases happening with the dirty tactics going around making sure that particular party wins that election. Why not organize a 1M concert in any other places? Why Penang? Why during GE period? Why the CNY PSY concert is also in Penang and not KL? It’s obviously that Penang state is under the governance of DAP party and it improved a lot compared to the last GE, people are having high expectation and giving good comments with YB Lim Guan Eng. He’s a very good leader, indeed. He wins the hearts and respect of all people and obviously is seen as harm and that threatens the status and power of the blue party. Please la, what I mean is, it’s already not the first time seeing them who use the dirty tactics, this is not the first GE anyway, it’s just the way they manipulate the votes is getting ridiculous and absurd. From importing foreigners/ labours, especially from Bangladesh to cancelling voter status based on your inclination of your voting. I’m not trying to discriminate the Bangladeshis, but I’ can’t hold my temper when I thought of this. Do you know that those labours with annual employment income of less than RM25,500, is exempted from taxing? Like do you seriously think that a blue collar low cost labor gets a pay of more than RM2000 per month? WOW, if yes, I’m gonna quit studying and start picking up bricks and start building houses. What does it mean then? It means your parents are paying for them. Subsidiary of hospital expenses, subsidiary of education, repairing of infrastructure and even maintenance fees of public toilet! Why pay for them when they don’t even deserve a cent? Who are they to enjoy the benefits of being a Malaysian? My parents have been paying taxes for half of their life, I’m born here and raised here. All of us have contributed to the growing of our country. I’m 20 and I can’t vote. They’re dunno at what age but imported from Bangladesh one week ago and they get to vote. WTF ? Who are you to determine our future? 一巴给你死。I became very emotional when I thought of that. If you don’t want Malaysia to become Banglasia, cast your vote properly and voice your future. Your vote really means a lot. It could change the entire country. The vote might differs by maybe less than 100? If everybody was thinking it’s okay if I don’t vote, how can you make changes and demand for a better future? Let Bangla vote for you then. Uncle, aunty, brother and sister, if you have any siblings or son/daughter who’s not coming back to vote, PLEASE, please, I beg you to ask them to come back and vote. It’s time to change, UBAH ! INI KALILAH ! It’s time to raise and let the voices of the people to be heard. We have enough of this. If you really love being surrounded by Bangladesh, imagine the incident happened in Southern College happen to you, to your daughter.  They just walk in to the school campus and make noises like Mat Rempit and cause fear to you, break the tranquility of your supposed to be harmonious night. They’re just here for like a week? And yet they’re so daring to molest the students there already. They just went in the school campus and simply grab your daughter’s butt. I can’t imagine what would happen after GE. They would probably go to the town and rape anyone, anytime, anywhere. They don’t even know how to respect basic human rights. Imagine, it’s your daughter.

Now, vote to change. Make sure your inked finger doesn’t dirty your ballots and demand for a new one if you see any spots or dirty patches. Make sure the officer doesn’t mark anything on your ballots or jotting down the serial number of your ballot in the name list. Make sure they cancel off your name after taking the ballot. Make sure you ignore any demonstration on the inking finger or any kind of questionnaire or sms. One last thing, print your voter status and report to SPR immediately if there’s any changes on your status. Be a smart one, don’t lose your chance to vote!  Don’t pass up anymore IC copy please.

I’m 20, and I can’t vote.

Please carefully cross the party you desire.

Good luck and be careful. Let’s hope for a better future.

For those who has the right to vote but didn’t want to vote,

I look down on you.

Seriously, think of your future.

Garbage of election? No !

I have a sudden thought to blog today, inspired by the flags of the political parties hanging around. Like nowadays, we're all surrounded by flags, yes, flags. Look around you, put your head out of your window and what you see are flags.

It's everywhere.
The first question that popped out of my brain is :
" Are they gonna recycle and reuse it?" 
" Is it necessary? "

Today's post will only focus on this topic, nothing more, just wanna focus on this matter. Let's put other issues like the so called "1M charity concert" aside.

Back to the topic, there are so many flags around, and what I see that they're in a quite good condition, which means they're newly made I think. I couldn't be sure of what I'm saying as i have no solid proof that they're not recycling it, these are all my own empirical assumptions. So let's assume that they're new.

Look around you, flags everywhere. Why are they even using it? I mean what's the point of using it and what's the function? To promote for that particular party?

Why promote it? Is there anyone who doesn't know about the existing political party? The parties that have been ruling in your state and your country? Come on, there might be but I'm sure it only happens in rural area.( no discrimination on rural people) I mean yes, they might not know, and there is possibility that they will only vote for the party which has the logo they see in their housing area. There is, but, if they don't even care about the politics and have zero knowledge about it. Would they vote? I doubt that. Let's say if there's any party who buy their votes, then what for are you hanging all the banners, flags around? They knew who they're told to vote. Right? Make sense? I didn't say that hanging banners and flags are bad, but as long as they see it, it's enough. Why flood the area with all this stuffs? It's not necessary at all. I'm not trying to be bias, but you can see it yourself. Compare the ratio.

 

* lu balut lembu tu, pun dia lembu jugak*

Let's count ! I see 13 PR flags, and 36 BN flags.
Ratio ? 1: 2.769 
And don't forget, the PR flags consists of 2 parties.
Like, seriously?
Are we blind or what? We can't see the blue thing or is it just invisible?
D:

Next point, it's reasonable to have flags and banners hung during election period. True, but since you gonna use it like every 5 years? Why not just keep it and use it again after 5 years? I don't think that the flags and stuffs will be spoiled or torn out or anything by just hanging it less than 2 months. One thing i hate most about election is, you gonna see the flags and banners all simply dumped. All dumped like trash as if they have no second value. Really? Don't forget you gonna need them in the next election.We're not gonna have different parties that run for election. Mind it,  If the flags with the candidates' name cannot be reuse, how about the plain party flags? Since you have to hire people to take them off after the election period, why not you just hire them to take it off nicely and keep them neatly, and put it back at respective candidate's office maybe? You don't see new political party standing out for election, right? So this GE 13 we will have Abu Party, Ah Lee Party and Indra Party, and for the coming GE14, you will not see these parties anymore, coz we gonna have Roti Canai Party, Nasi Lemak Party and Food Party. -.- I know it's lame, but i don't see the necessity.

Like since you gonna use your energy to litter, why not put them into the dustbin nicely? 
Ok, it may takes a lot of space to keep it, D: Like 1/20 of your room/office space, But it's gonna use the same space size to dump it too. The whole world produces 450 hundred millions tonnes of garbage every year and on average, 1232876712.328 kilos per day. D:
Why jeopardize when you can't do any good?

 okay, this might not be true. But my opinion was, DAP is reusing used oil drums. It seems like so.

 

You promote those 3R programmes and what Zon Sifar Sampah but you did all these? Isn't it oppose to what you've been trying to promote? Please la. Doesn't make sense la please.
Like this is so exaggerating.

It's not waste until you waste it. :/

Well, you might say it's because PR isn't the ruling party yt, and they don't have the capital or ability to do so. If PR wins, they will do so in the next election.

So, where did the money come from ? Think about it, tax payers ! *wink*



kbyethx.

Home, homed #5

I'm homed finally. Hohoho ! Surprise attack for my mum, told her i'm only coming back on Wednesday morning, will only arrive by noon, but i actually came back on Tuesday night. Yep, i took 9pm night bus, from Puduraya Terminal. *shhh* without telling her, i asked Nyak Hong to come and fetch me and went yumcha with the gang after i reach. Just to make sure i came home late enough so that she won't know. x) Supposed to bring all m luggage into my room, but i got so tired with the tonnes weighted luggages, carried them for i guess around 60 stairs. Enough of it, and i was too tired so just leave it in the living room and drag my already-sleeping-body to hit the sack.Mum was surprised to see the luggages then only she run to my room and see me sleeping, she smiled. That precious smile worth a thousand words, and i just replied :"surprise le..", mumbled a few words, then back to my dreamland.

The gang kinda like nag me a bit for coming home alone so late. To be honest, i just wanted to come home fast and the adventurous spirit in mine just never thought of the danger around me. When i'm sitting here safely and think of what kind of bad things could happen to me, I got goosebumps.  >.< I was really putting myself at a risk. :/ should be more careful next time.

Wanted to update my blog the next day, i was shocked to see that i've not update it for like 6 days? The last post was on 1st Feb, and it's 6th already.. But still didn't managed to do it, why? Procrastinate it for my all-time fav hobby ♥

  That was my homemade Famous Amos cookies. It's finger licking, i'm gonna guarantee you for that. *wink*

And today, oops, yesterday, what i did was this.

Cheese tarts ! it's just pastry shell, without the filling yet, didn't take the photos of the after-filled tarts. I was rushing to see my babes ! ♥

These 2 are all my first try, baking has stopped for like half a year? Bought all the ingredients and just when i wanted to bake it, I was busy with the IPTA thing already. All left abandoned in the kitchen cabinet. I have a very sweet tooth, that's why i'm hooked with all kinds of desserts. I'm the only one got so enthusiastic in baking.


Stories told after i've reached home, how about the 2 days before it? Let's rewind.

Remember the post #OOTD ? After done blogging about it, i went to Midvalley alone. ( yes i'm a loner :p get so used spending time alone)  Spent some time reading and having some nice food. Sometimes kinda enjoy the quiet moment, the time where you can observe people and guess their thinking from their expressions. Analyzing every words spoken and every facial expression changes has somehow became my sometimes hobby. A photographer captures the mood of the people with a camera, but i capture it with my eyes. Sometimes when i see them smiling, i can feel the true happiness in them. Guess it's the advantage of being an anthropology student :) Btw, i was lucky enough to watch Lion Dance and Acrobatic performance held in Midvalley, was surrounded by the CNY atmosphere.

 #thephantomoftheopera #gastonleroux #manhattanfishmarket #creamymushroompasta

I've been here 3 times, with the same meal. -____- Guess i like it coz it taste like my cooking :p

Last Sunday, i can't stand filling hunger with Vico, Oat, Nestum 3-in-1, so went for Subway with Kim at Tropicana City Mall. 

Sub of the day: Chicken Teriyaki

Nahhhhhh !

mine, with extra vege.

On 4th, i remember i was having some bad day, and the mood is really like dropping from heaven to hell. Everything was pending and got all negative replies, and Malc was also very down that time. He went for delicacies to cheer himself a bit, and also tapao-ed for me. Thank you so mucccchhhhh ♥

As what i captioned on instagram, desserts never fail to make me happy. :)

 Vanilla crepe cake from Food Foundry, in Section 17. 

I've neither been there nor having a slice of crepe cake before, and it taste just like heaven. Every single layer was filled with ice-cream like filling and it melts in your mouth. I've viewed the pictures of Food Foundry on their facebook page, it's a place i would like to go, very much. And thanks to him, my list of delicacies tried in first sem extended ! Haha ( all worries gone after nomming :p)

 and ended the night with aqua experience. Again.

 

: stole from kim's instagram *evil grin*

That's it for these few days, gotta sleep now. Tomorrow will be another busy baking day. 

Tata !

 

conclusion of the day: must keep the blog updated at a regular interval, like maybe once every 3 days or else i'll have problems with organizing the thoughts and screwing the brain dictionary hard to find words to put in my stories. :/

discovery of the day: just realized all my photos in this post are taken from instagram, it seems like i can't live without it. *gasp*

toothache

Recently i'm kinda frustrated with the toothache problem, guess i have a wisdom tooth growing. Sometimes, i really feel so pain that i could wake up from sleep and cry in the middle of night.

I don't feel the toothache all the day but maybe just once in awhile. Today, it hits me again. But, i discover something. When i start thinking i have toothache, i can feel the root of the tooth start to grow inside the gum, and then slowly till the whole left gum of mine. It's like cracking me from inside out, struggling to grow the root through the tiny little gap between my teeth, sometimes i even feel my teeth are gonna drop soon. I can exactly feel how the pain start drilling me from inside the gum till outside the gum. The whole left gum was painful as if you have just poke 253364172 needles on it.
But when i try to tell myself not to think about it, think of getting some sleep, i feel better. The pain ease a little. And then i keep trying to think of other stuffs than to think about " the toothache doesn't ache". Start thinking of positive words instead of negative words. Realize about the difference of " i'm slim" and "i'm not fat" ? I start planting positive words and think of something else, it does distracts me from the pain.

So food for thought?  
Don't think of your pain when you're in sorrow, because you'll only emphasize it instead of making yourself feeling better. Never say no to yourself because it still send negative message to your subconscious mind and thus you'll still find no way out of the pain. 

Remember? Chuchucism is the spirit ! ♥ cheers !