女生应该爱看书？

今天跟闺蜜去喝了杯咖啡，看了部电影，吃了个晚餐再到海边去散步；整整几个小时当然有说不完的话。我们习惯以华语沟通，我的第一语言理所当然的是我的母语。但奇怪的是，一整天下来，总是不能够正确地把字眼给想出来，也无法正确的运用我认识的词汇甚至是成语去表达我的感受。当时我在想，到底是这几天都一个人呆着，没人和我说话，所以话语变得不通畅还是我最拿手的语言不再是我的优点？放假之前，我特意带了几本书回来，希望可以在假期里阅读完毕。但假期快结束了，书却只读了一本，就是吴若权的《我在听你说》。这是一本教人如何聆听与倾听别人，同时透过虚心的态度去让自己进步。我觉得这本书很有趣，平时的我们总是只顾自个儿说，也不去在乎到底对方要说的是什么。我看了也有很多的想法，也因为经历了很多的事让我渐渐开始少说，多听。但，一天无意间看到一个朋友的部落格，她说“我觉得一个女生一定要培养爱看书的好习惯，因为它可以让我们增加知识。。 ”看到这一句，我觉得挺惭愧的，因为我不是个爱看书的人。基本上除了平时的课本和作业，额外的书大概一年不超过5本书。我想过要多做、多听、少说，却没想过要多看。相比许多同年龄的朋友，我自认是思想比较成熟的，但我的语言魅力与许多的时事新闻却远远不及。我喜欢有个清闲的周末，坐在咖啡厅的角落，喝着热热的马奇朵，慢慢的去看我的书；看书的环境气氛对我来说很重要。但在咖啡座看不完的书往往3个月后，它还是没被翻过一夜。我发觉我好像除了上次看“吸血鬼”系列会上瘾之外，我对书本好像都没有什么坚持，都不会像别人一样要有赶快看完的冲动。我觉得这一点是我必须检讨的，就当作新学期许下的第一个期许吧！我要从这点努力的装备自己，给自己加油！

这学期我要看至少5本书。

Mface酷视台 ♥

久违了！好久没用华语写部落格，有点不习惯。前些日子，还算写得频密，但为了让自己的英语进步，都会强迫自己多用英语写文章。但，和mface酷视台结缘，和网民沟通都用华语，今天想让这篇故事显得比较原汁原味，所以用华语书写。至于迟迟不敢写，是因为写这篇文章必须投入沉重的心情，我似乎还没准备好。

托校园主播的福，我有机会参与网络电台mface的住持行列。说真的，一开始我并不怎么有信心这个网络电台主持会是我想参与的一块，毕竟以事实来说，90%以上的主持人都是美眉台。不想对她们有太多的批评，但美眉主持人从来不是我要走的路线。*我也没有这样的外表实力吧*另外，加上我这个学期的时间表真的有够惨；最早的课是9am, 最迟的课到7pm,平时放学时间普遍维持在5pm, 也非常的忙于筹备活动，真的无暇分身。所以，我比其他的同事差不多迟了2个月才加入主持，算是在酷视台资历最浅的主持人吧！

当时和家俊一起搭档主持mface酷视台，真感谢校园主播培训营和988车队让我们认识，还培养了很好的主持默契。我毕竟对主持不算是老马，只有一些经验，多谢他一直提点我的错误并常常给予有建设性的批评。工作上我们是很好的伙伴，私底下是很好的朋友，和他主持总是有很多爆点，不用多说，都能接到对方抛的球。感恩感恩！

当时也应公司要求，开了个人的面子书专业，得空可以like一下。*大家也可以搜寻Joycelyn慧敏*哈哈哈哈哈
感觉非常厚脸皮，但没办法嘛，开了专业没人like是很“下衰”的事，所以还有麻烦大家帮帮忙。感谢网民，熏衣草帮我invite了这么多like,感谢！也因为开了这个专业，有些朋友又留意到我又在主持网络电台的工作，所以还是有朋友会准时收看我的节目，并在事后给予我很多的意见。真的是太谢谢你们! 我很愿意虚心受教，在工作后有人愿意花时间给你批评和意见时非常的可贵的。

我的节目名称为<朵朵马奇多之向左走·向右走>，我们称自己为NJ (Network Jockey)，大家也习惯称我为“敏敏”而家俊为“姐姐”或“整容失败的陈奕讯”。大家好坏，其实家俊很帅咧。*我是收了他的赞美费没错*节目中，我们常常会和大家聊“世界5大”还有“聊男聊女”。这份主持工作不容易，因为是现场视频直播，所以必须言行谨慎。加入酷视台后发现，我们的频道果真和其他美眉台不一样，个个卧虎藏龙。NJ都有很好的主持功力，是我低估了酷视台要走的路线。我觉得我可以体验与学习到不一样的。

那时公司告诉我们说要过三个月probation(试用期),才能正式签约。原本定在（我考试当天）6月14日的形象摄影日，突然换成了全体开会，当时我和家俊还以为会是签约日，脑海中浮现好多画面。去到公司第一次和全部NJ正式见面，因为每一次时间表都很紧凑，都没时间和大家哈拉。第一次见面，却也是最后一次吧！当时才知道，开会的目的并不是要签约而是要当面通知我们Mface酷视台要在7月1日正式停播。当时我的心情顿时跌入谷底，我们还约好了再最后一个星期才让网民知道，公布之前不能泄漏风声也必须保持一贯主持专业。当时还要再主持1个星期才能宣布，我真的压抑得好辛苦。接着，我还有4科的考试，必须专心读书，但同时和大家道别的话也一直在脑中盘旋，日子虽然不长，但感情总是有的。为什么当我开始投入却必须夭折呢？没有任何怨言，只希望以后还有机会和大家再相聚。

到了最后一天主持的时候，我一直压抑自己的情绪，到最后的10分钟才说出心底话，真心地想告诉大家，谢谢大家的支持，我也看到自己在短短的1个月多中的成长。可惜呀！技术问题就出现在那最后的10分钟，甚至也影响了下个节目时段。我也不知道最后大家是否有听到我说了些什么，就是有种“死不瞑目”的感觉。本来还以为6月31日那天可以和其他NJ一起来个finale,结果却发烧出席不了。哎，可惜呀，放不下也得放下，只希望大家曾经记得我主持过mface酷视台就好了。


我告诉自己“这一次的分离是为了下一次的相聚”，希望很快可以以另一个全新姿态和大家见面。机会只留给有准备的人，无论何时何可都有努力装备自己，抓紧机会，我总会站上那舞台的。:)

第一天主持。

这是第二次主持，因为赶时间药方上面子书宣传即将开播，

没拍到好看的照片也硬硬丢上网。俗话“死都要咯蕃扎沙”。。

其实，实际相片长这样。。 

代班NJ-Trisha

*大眼小脸vs.大脸小眼*

超可爱吧我的patrick海派星造型寒帽！

我其实很喜欢帽子。赫赫

 最佳拍档！

 主持必备。我是咖啡精也。

感谢小丹的安排，NJ们出席小丹主持的“大嘴叭第六分店开幕典礼”，

和NJ们联络感情尽兴中。

#ootd !

遇见铃凯，超实力派又有个性的女歌手。感谢小丹的安排。:))

 最后一天主持:(

感谢大家一路以来给予我的支持与陪伴，

日子不长，但也学习不少。

感谢你们。♥♥ 

some little things about me ♥ #part1

Hey yo peeps ! hmm, i'm always motivated to write when i'm homed, esp on Sunday nights. My Sunday nights are like your Friday nights and vice versa my Fridays nights are like your Sunday nights, totally in the other way round, because i'm only working on weekends !! Hoho, my weekdays are usually spent with exercises, groceries shopping with mum and lots of bakery trial and error. I have a sweet tooth and i'm a baker, i like to modify recipes and use my own way to bake, so sometimes *ahem* "accidents do happen", *long sighhhhhhhh* that's is why you don't usually see my "end up to be shitty cake" in my instagram < follow me at @chuchucism >, i don't post "shits". Hahahah. Wait, wait, back to the topic, i'm supposed to write this last night but i'm so exhausted and i ended up to hit the sack though insomnia striked again, darn!!

Today, i'm writing this to share some little weird things/ OCD (Obsessive Compulsory Disorder) of me,so that you could understand me better. Haha, it's weird, it's private, no many knows about it, because i seldom talks about it, but blogging inspiration just hit occasionally and randomly.

1. I'm a manual car driver.
Hell yeah, i drive manuals in hometown and autos in KL during work. I love manuals, i love it when i shift the gear stick between the gearbox, and drift through the quiet city. *just saying, imma a safe driver* and i admire girls who have good driving skills. And i think i'm one of, so i often address myself as “关丹第一女车神”, in English, the "Number 1 Goddess Driver of Kuantan". *thick face mode on, but who cares? hahahah*

2. Shoes
I'm a person who is very particular about shoes, you don't always see me buying shoes, because i'm very very picky over shoes. I won't/ never tolerate to buy any middle-ranged price shoes without it being exactly my cup of tea, unless it's so cheap and i only have a pair of slippers with me. And, i'm never a flip-flop person, i DON'T wear slippers out, never, unless i go out for a quick dinner or i'm really sick. I really cannot understand when peoples wear flipflops with dress... To me, dress should be matched with heels, wedges, flats or sneakers but not flip flops. It feels exactly the same like my kind of OCD. Ohhhhh

*This pair of CarloRino loafers was one of my fav,

i bought the grey covered shoes coz i was really 

broke and needed a pair of covered shoes badly.

3. OCD of ironing
I have OCD of ironing, in case you don't know what it is, 熨烫强迫症. I iron all my clothes before wearing them since form 6 (when i started to iron all my clothes). For once in my uni year 1, i was so busy with exams, that i never iron the clothes and wore it out, i felt as if i'm naked, kept pulling my shirts and feeling uncomfortable. I spend hours every 2-3 weeks to iron them all. But i got very frustrated because i kinda lack of time to iron them, so i prefer to buy non-wrinkled materials nowadays. :3
*i posted a few photos of clothes i need to iron in my instagram before*

4. Temperament
I have the worst temperament after wake up/morning out of all day, unless i have really deep and sufficient sleep. Ok, so if you ever ruin my mood in the morning, it affects me for whole day. *DONT TRY TO STEP ON MY TAIL*

5. Ailurophobia
I have Ailurophobia, phobia of cats. I shiver whenever i look/stare at the cats, and when their tails touch my leg, i feel cold in the spine. This was developed since i was form 3. That time i was a brass band member *fyi, imma a trumpeter*, i have to stay back for practice because we were having some kind of performance. We were all having lunch in canteen and that time a few Malay uncles and aunties love to keep cats, they just like to feed them, that was why they were a lot of cats in the canteen. One of it has some skin disease, injured and inflamed wounds, and lice on the body. When it suddenly appears next to my feet, I was screamed my lungs out. And since then, I can only stand with 2D cats, but not the 3D ones, even if it's very very cute. Worst, my bloody neighbour fed the stray cats without giving them proper hygienic care and shelter, thus, they came to my house and sleep on the clean floor for a 5 star spa service after having eal at next door. Idk whether is the food not clean or what, stupid cats would puke in my house. DAMNNNN Sometimes i even develop a little bit of hatred about it.

ok, i have to admit, it's really cute...in 2D.

alright, that's all for today,
kbyethx,
and see you soon!

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